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Friday, August 29, 2003*
why of all tinks does tis haf to happen to me....
now tis time issit lost for good..?
or is tis juz another phase??
one tht is another of ur tantrums...?
im reali worn-out of all e nonsense...
i admit its my fault not being able to let go...
why did u keep holding me back?
im sori for evrytink...
its all my fault....
for all u wanted u cld haf told me tht u no longer love me...
but why cling on to me...
was it reali fun>??
well gloat over my misery...
i know u dun mean it...
but yet i feel it...
i told u...
im so terrified of losing u...
i'd reali go bonkers...
but wat can i do...
e onli tink im capable of now is to sit here to blog...
pour out my heart to e motionless computer...
why torment me??
why??
i'll grant u ur wish...
i'll stop bothering u frm now on...
u knew u wld lose me tis way n still u did it...
now is it e end.
tell me...
i will respect ur decision..
pls dun fool me again...
u noe tht i neva like my feelings to be played ard wif..
my eyes are experiencing so much pain...
worse than i eva felt before....
hurts so much...
how my heart has tht resemblance too...
my heart is bleeding to badly...
i duno how long more can i take tis...
i cant hold on much longer...
i reali cant.
~tas
Tas_anne @ Friday, August 29, 2003
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